I don't know how long I'll be gone, so I will leave you with this: A post I never posted about Brut long before we knew he was sick. I still feel this way about him now.
It almost scares me how deep my love for Brut can be. The trust, security and the devoted loyalty given at no cost. How my core fears calm when I can curl up inside of him.
Understanding and knowing each other inside and out. And the whole world dissipates from looking into his eyes.
I have always trusted dogs, but I don't think I've ever opened my soul to one so willingly and with such ease. There is a comfortable that moves like my own body. If I were a dog I would be Brut. If Brut was a person he would be me. That's how extreme we are. We are almost interchangeable and yet each of us are so unique with our own personalities and differences. Sometimes we can be the exact opposite of each other.
Sounds like a marriage, doesn't it?
That is what it is like with my heart dog Brut.
Take care of yourself my friends.
Take care mate, hope to hear from you soon,
ReplyDeleteNuk & Famliy
We understand. Truly. Take time. Heal the rawness. Find comfort in your memories of lives entwined in total devotion to each other. We hope you will return and continue the story of those who carry Brut's legacy. Be at peace.
ReplyDeleteTake as much as you need. I took off almost a year after Pip died. Wasn't sure I would even return to blogging - couldn't imagine blogging without him. I eventually did return to blogging, but I still miss him everyday. Sending lots of support across the miles. Take care.
ReplyDeleteTake care. And love.
ReplyDeleteTogo, Tagar, & Gamby
I know exactly how you feel. My dog Rocky was a rescue..he is my soulmate. Is such a deep feeling that it feels like we are one. I don't know what I'll do when he passes. I really don't!!
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel. My dog Rocky was a rescue..he is my soulmate. Is such a deep feeling that it feels like we are one. I don't know what I'll do when he passes. I really don't!!
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