I made it to Blaze's one year anniversary, only to feel like I fell off a cliff the next day.
Reality is so hard.
Now Chance and Fiona's one year anniversary is coming up and I'm grieving hard. They died three days apart from each other and I am not handling it very well.
I wanted to write up a little memoir for both of them and I don't know if I can do it. I have been at a loss for words and have been feeling quite numb. I'm surprised I made it this far for this post.
I can't look at Facebook anymore. The groups I'm on, it seems as if all the dogs are dying. It has become a living reminder of what I am going through myself.
So, I don't know if I will be able to do something for Chance's and Fiona's day, but I know I will be thinking of them.
Hope you are all doing well.
Thank you for thinking of us.
Patty, Mark, and Zappa