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Showing posts with label bipolar. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bipolar. Show all posts
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Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Brut Crossings
I don't know how to explain my unique relationship with Brut. It is complex and connected. He teaches me what no human can in my personal struggles. He is my manic dog. It has been stated that aggressive dogs are like being bipolar.
I understand the haywire electrical currents that shock through his system and wreck havoc on those around him. The hyper insanity, the loss of control, and the misunderstanding. Yet as Brut looks to me, it is really I am the one who learns from him. In a space that is inter-dimensional, spirit to spirit. Today all it took was stopping Brut from beginning a fight he was instigating. When he is in that zone, saying "NO" means nothing. I had already said it three times. He was in target lock mode. It was then I realized, he wasn't going to stop. I used the alpha rollover, he submitted and walked away, without any intention of trying again. (My biggest fear at the time) I was stunned. It had worked. Interceding at that point and preventing the attack was one of the best moves I have ever made. I was calm. I was swift and most of all it was successful. More successful than I could have realized at the time. It was the first time that I actually had time to respond before a fight happened. In those seconds something in me clicked and I took action.
We connected a little later after the incident. Brut was calm, his eyes were full. I was in tears over how proud I was of him. I almost can't explain the lesson he taught me tonight. It is something along the lines of never giving up. Don't ever quit trying. When I think something can't be done or is too overwhelming to handle, I find the next key to his recovery. I am still blown away by the fact he didn't try to attack Zappa again. I just can't believe what a miracle that in itself was. I corrected in him in a language Brut understood. Each level taking us deeper into our meaning together. Just when I think the connection had been lost, we find each other again. Spirit to spirit. Heart to heart. Understanding outside of lines, that we were meant for each other.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Thank you for our Award
We are honored by all the awards we have received and then to receive another one from The Blab Labs well, we just had take a play bow at the wonderfulness of this dog blogging community. We don't feel we are any more special than any of the other dog blogs out there, but we appreciate the award.
Dog blogging has become a wonderful resource in helping my with my depression. The love, care, and joy from writing and reading other animal blogs is contagious and lifts my spirits because we are not alone in our crazy, insane love for our animals. Sometimes my animals and blogging are the only highlight of my day and this experience has given me has become a valuable tool in coping with my disorder.
I think that all of you rock when it comes to blogging and I love this "little" animal community. This has been such a wonderful adventure and I would like to share my thanks for it.
With that, Here are the rules (copied from The Blab Labs):
1.Please thank the dog who gave this to you, and link to them.
2.Name 10 things about yourself. Try to be as creative as possible.
3.Then, award 15 doggie bloggers. It doesn't matter whether they are old or new. All furends deserve this.
4.Comment on the new receivers of this award's blog to let them know of the love.
5.And the most important: HAVE FUN!!!
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Thank you The Blab Labs for this wonderful award.
10 things you may not know about us:
1.Brut reminds Silver every chance he gets that he wants to make more puppies.
2. Silver lets Brut know every chance she gets that labor with 10 kids was enough.
3. Fiona and Chance would make excellant food detectives.
4. Despite the terror that Brut is, Fiona is the only dog who can scare the beegeezes out of him.
5. All the dogs put on their best show to be chosen for a ride with Daddy.
6. We think it is adorable that Blaze is mothering three different squeaky toys during the last weeks of her false pregnancy.
7. Blaze is obsessed with the cats and isn't allowed in the same room with them yet.
8. Brut and Zappa like to act out their own version of "Whose the Boss?"
9. Chance and Blaze could get a job at a restuarant clearing tables, plates, silverware...
10. Silver never gave us kisses until she watched all her puppies give them.
We believe all the dog blogs deserve this award, but we are working real hard on following the rules. BOL
Here are some of our picks:
Dog blogging has become a wonderful resource in helping my with my depression. The love, care, and joy from writing and reading other animal blogs is contagious and lifts my spirits because we are not alone in our crazy, insane love for our animals. Sometimes my animals and blogging are the only highlight of my day and this experience has given me has become a valuable tool in coping with my disorder.
I think that all of you rock when it comes to blogging and I love this "little" animal community. This has been such a wonderful adventure and I would like to share my thanks for it.
With that, Here are the rules (copied from The Blab Labs):
1.Please thank the dog who gave this to you, and link to them.
2.Name 10 things about yourself. Try to be as creative as possible.
3.Then, award 15 doggie bloggers. It doesn't matter whether they are old or new. All furends deserve this.
4.Comment on the new receivers of this award's blog to let them know of the love.
5.And the most important: HAVE FUN!!!
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Thank you The Blab Labs for this wonderful award.
10 things you may not know about us:
1.Brut reminds Silver every chance he gets that he wants to make more puppies.
2. Silver lets Brut know every chance she gets that labor with 10 kids was enough.
3. Fiona and Chance would make excellant food detectives.
4. Despite the terror that Brut is, Fiona is the only dog who can scare the beegeezes out of him.
5. All the dogs put on their best show to be chosen for a ride with Daddy.
6. We think it is adorable that Blaze is mothering three different squeaky toys during the last weeks of her false pregnancy.
7. Blaze is obsessed with the cats and isn't allowed in the same room with them yet.
8. Brut and Zappa like to act out their own version of "Whose the Boss?"
9. Chance and Blaze could get a job at a restuarant clearing tables, plates, silverware...
10. Silver never gave us kisses until she watched all her puppies give them.
We believe all the dog blogs deserve this award, but we are working real hard on following the rules. BOL
Here are some of our picks:
(A playbow exit.)
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