I had just opened the freeze for some ice, when I heard that all too familiar sound of fighting dogs. I ran from the kitchen through the door that separtates the two packs and saw Brut and Zappa standing on hind legs leaning against the other glaring and growling at each other. I had no idea what to do next. Any move I was to make was going to set Brut off. So I watched and waited thinking maybe, just maybe one of them would concede. Not likely but they were not fighting at this moment and I thought they might just resolve it on their own.
Then just as quickly the fight started again. I banged on the glass door and they quickly broke up. Zappa was hurt, limping and whimpering. I took care of him first with some antibiotic cream and gave him a boo-boo sock to wear as he slowly began to calm down.
I was angry that Zappa was hurt. Which meant I was angry at Brut. So I sort of ignored him the rest of the day. He tried to be all lovely dovey with me, but I was quite firm with him. Later in the evening he tried to intimate Zappa and strut around like he was top dog. I sent him to his room.
It wasn't until bedtime when he laid at my feet and I began to tell him I was angry with him that it really hit me why I was angry. One, because he hurt Zappa and two because it was more my fault than Brut's. I saw the recipe for a fight in the making and I knew Brut has been a bit testy lately and I made the mistake of overlooking both those factors. And I confessed my part to Brut. And while we had a quick make up session, I'm still not thoroughly settled. A dog fight is still hard for me to digest very easily.
No worries though, Brut and I will probably have a good heart to heart talk about it and forgive each other. This is just another way to keep me on my toes and not let my guard down so much. Fights used to be the end of the world feeling and it would take me days to make peace with Brut. Now they so rarely happen anymore it is just a good reminder that my job as a dog mom is never done.
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