In order to keep my sanity about truck/money situation, I'd been pushing myself around the house to take care of things that I'd let go. I pushed and pushed until I awoke this morning and found I could push no more and I stared at a brick wall that wasn't going to let me go any further. I felt totally immobilized. Hopeless. Helpless.
When they napped in the sun, I did too. When it was time to eat, we ate together. When they cuddled